For those that would like to get to know me better, I have a series at another blog that pertain to my sister's battle with cancer. These posts were very difficult to write. I could barely see my screen through the tears.
My sister was my best friend and my hero. When she died a part of me died with her. The happy and carefree side of me diminished. I used to be the life of the party and now I find myself sitting to the side and watching other people have fun.
I'm surrounded by friends and family that love me, but at times I feel so alone. I know that it will take time to heal and that my heart will always ache for what we will never have.
I need to reflect on the beautiful memories that we created. I know she wouldn't want me to feel this way. That she would want me to live my life the way she did...to the fullest. Not taking one day for granted.
So I will do that. I know it won't be easy, but if I take it one day at a time, I know I can lift myself up.
I would love it if you would stop by my blog at Lifarre and "Like" my latest post "Facing My Fear". I discuss overcoming my fear of breast cancer and the importance of early detection.
Please leave a comment there and let me know that you are a friend from my blog. I would appreciate your support.